Times, They are a changing...could this be the end of KILLER??

I stopped writing for awhile.  I was bummed.  My daughter and my grandson were gone.  Not like GONE GONE, but 10 hours away in North Carolina and I was depressed.  I kept busy, worked a TON of hours especially this past summer.  Built myself up a nice little nest egg.  Good thing, it looks like I may need it for a bit.  I thought I had seen it all, seeing as how I have Bipolar Disorder, didn't think I would ever meet someone crazier than me.  Well, enter the one I will call The Ginger Killer.  Not sure if it's menopause, borderline personality disorder or the fact that the Ginger Killer is just a mean, vicious bitch.  But you know what, it's ok.  I forgive her.  I've learned that I cannot allow people like this to "rent space" in my head.  Ten years from now I probably won't remember much about this person, so I've decided that as of today, they no longer matter.  Not that I don't care about them as a human being, because I'm just not capable of that.  Being a sensitive sucks sometimes.  I feel more than I need to, want to and should.  But I've come to cope with it, embrace it, and move on.  I know I'm a great person with a heart of gold and that's good enough for me.  I'm going to use my new found extra time to write.  I never should have stopped.  Kinda had to stop because Mr. Clean (otherwise known as my worse half) found my blog, and totally flipped his shit.  It wasn't like I was hiding it, it was just a place where I could record some thoughts, share some stories and generally get some things off my chest.  He took it way too personally so I didn't write.  I tried not to think, I prayed to not feel.  Just so you know, none of that shit works.  Especially when your mind goes 150 mph like mine does.  So for any of my friends, family, co workers or anyone else who knows me decides to read this-I will always change the names, but if you have an impact on me or my story, you may see yourself appear under an alias here in my blog.  Get over it.  Be flattered even.  But don't get butthurt.  And don't be a douchecanoe (one of my new favorites from a fellow blogger).  Wanna leave comments-PLEASE DO.  I love to hear from my fans.  I'm a pretty big deal LOL. Ok maybe not but I have over 300 Twitter followers so don't judge me.  I'm a celebrity in my own mind, and that's all that counts.  The fact that I'm still alive is my greatest accomplishment and life only gets better.  Back when I started, I promised you all some stories from the past, but for today, all I look forward to is the future and what it brings.  When one door closes another opens and all that jazz.  It's snack time, but I'll be back.  SOON. You can't beat me and you can't best me....for I am THE GINGER QUEEN!